कभी कभी घिर जाते हैं हम गहरे किसी दलदल में, फँस जाते हैं जिंदगी के चक्के किसी कीचड़ में, तब जिंदगी चलती भी है तो रेंगकर, लगता है सब रुका हुआ सा। बेहोशी में लगता है सब सही है, पता नहीं रहता अपने होने का भी, तब बेहोशी हमें पता नहीं लगने देती कि होश पूरा जा चुका है। ठीक भी है बेहोशी ना हो तो पता कैसे लगाइएगा की होश में रहना क्या होता है, विपरीत से ही दूसरे विपरीत को प्रकाश मिलता है अन्यथा महत्व क्या रह जायेगा किसी भी बात का फिर तो सही भी ना रहेगा गलत भी ना रहेगा सब शून्य रहेगा। बेहोशी भी रूकती नहीं हमेशा के लिए कभी आते हैं ऐसे क्षण भी जब एक दम से यूटूर्न मार जाती है आपकी नियति, आपको लगता है जैसे आँधी आयी कोई और उसने सब साफ कर दिया, बेहोशी गिर गयी धड़ाम से जमीन पर, आपसे अलग होकर। अभी आप देख पा रहे हो बाहर की चीजें साफ साफ, आपको दिख रहा है कि बेहोशी में जो कुछ चल रहा था वो मेरे भीतर कभी नही चला। जो भी था सब बाहर की बात थी, मैं तो बस भूल गया था खुद को बेहोशी में, ध्यान ना रहा था कि सब जो चल रहा था कोई स्वप्न था। खैर जो भी था सही था, जैसी प्रभु की इच्छा, जब मन किया ध्यान में डुबो दिया जब मन कि
Truth is that you were right
Unknowingly I blamed you
Actually I was selfish ,
Yes
Unluckily, overthinking was my mistake and I was wrong
When I had alot expectation
And looked at you
Because I became so agressive .
Focused , self dependent and you are strong
And I pushed you
To become partner of crime
And now I am being offensive .
I made mistakes , fault was mine
My poetic feelings were like unmelodious song
And I forced you
To complete that mismatched rhyme
Cz I was so foolish .
Fine "I can't be alone " that problem was mine
But I had to become selfish because life is long
And I convinced you
To become a supporter of mine
Because I was so selfish .
©Confused Thoughts
Unknowingly I blamed you
Actually I was selfish ,
Yes
Unluckily, overthinking was my mistake and I was wrong
When I had alot expectation
And looked at you
Because I became so agressive .
Focused , self dependent and you are strong
And I pushed you
To become partner of crime
And now I am being offensive .
I made mistakes , fault was mine
My poetic feelings were like unmelodious song
And I forced you
To complete that mismatched rhyme
Cz I was so foolish .
Fine "I can't be alone " that problem was mine
But I had to become selfish because life is long
And I convinced you
To become a supporter of mine
Because I was so selfish .
©Confused Thoughts
Amazing. :)
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ReplyDeleteYou are welcome. :)
ReplyDeleteBeautiful...
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ReplyDeleteExpressed beautifully !!
ReplyDeleteDhanyavaad Bhai
ReplyDeleteGreat post. Thanks for sharing!
ReplyDeleteHaha ..loved the honesty here! 👌
ReplyDeleteThank you so much Dr.jackal 😂
ReplyDeleteThanks
ReplyDeleteWhoa!!! Who's this angsty lover? I've never seent his side of you, but now having read it, I have only one thing to say - PLEASE KEEP WRITING LIKE THIS!
ReplyDeleteActually it was just imagination 😀😀
ReplyDeleteThis time I am blank , all imaginations ,thoughts are out of my mind 😋
JB 9bje niklne k Baad 6 bje hostel vapas ata hu to Sara kuch Khali ho jata Hai 😐
Lol! Koi baat nahi. Zaroor kamyab hoge. Bas lage raho. All the best :)
ReplyDeleteHaan Baki ap sbka ashirvaad rhega 🙏🙏
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