कभी कभी घिर जाते हैं हम गहरे किसी दलदल में, फँस जाते हैं जिंदगी के चक्के किसी कीचड़ में, तब जिंदगी चलती भी है तो रेंगकर, लगता है सब रुका हुआ सा। बेहोशी में लगता है सब सही है, पता नहीं रहता अपने होने का भी, तब बेहोशी हमें पता नहीं लगने देती कि होश पूरा जा चुका है। ठीक भी है बेहोशी ना हो तो पता कैसे लगाइएगा की होश में रहना क्या होता है, विपरीत से ही दूसरे विपरीत को प्रकाश मिलता है अन्यथा महत्व क्या रह जायेगा किसी भी बात का फिर तो सही भी ना रहेगा गलत भी ना रहेगा सब शून्य रहेगा। बेहोशी भी रूकती नहीं हमेशा के लिए कभी आते हैं ऐसे क्षण भी जब एक दम से यूटूर्न मार जाती है आपकी नियति, आपको लगता है जैसे आँधी आयी कोई और उसने सब साफ कर दिया, बेहोशी गिर गयी धड़ाम से जमीन पर, आपसे अलग होकर। अभी आप देख पा रहे हो बाहर की चीजें साफ साफ, आपको दिख रहा है कि बेहोशी में जो कुछ चल रहा था वो मेरे भीतर कभी नही चला। जो भी था सब बाहर की बात थी, मैं तो बस भूल गया था खुद को बेहोशी में, ध्यान ना रहा था कि सब जो चल रहा था कोई स्वप्न था। खैर जो भी था सही था, जैसी प्रभु की इच्छा, जब मन किया ध्यान में डुबो दिया जब मन कि
Baby
You are free in your life
Please don't waste your time
I am your addict it's my problem
No need to make any rhyme.
Actually, I always do sinful acts
This is an issue is all about my crime.
I made that nonsense
Cz My thoughts were totally confused
I won't blame you
You did not try to make me seduced.
I fall in love with you
it was the cause of the theory of motion
When you come
The heart can't control its emotions.
If I am responsible for my circumstance
You should not be tensed about it
I don't expect your existence
Even I won't blame you, got it.
My goal, destination, visions
All are undecided
But my love remains constant
It's deep and still, one-sided.
©Confused Thoughts
You are free in your life
Please don't waste your time
I am your addict it's my problem
No need to make any rhyme.
Actually, I always do sinful acts
This is an issue is all about my crime.
I made that nonsense
Cz My thoughts were totally confused
I won't blame you
You did not try to make me seduced.
I fall in love with you
it was the cause of the theory of motion
When you come
The heart can't control its emotions.
If I am responsible for my circumstance
You should not be tensed about it
I don't expect your existence
Even I won't blame you, got it.
My goal, destination, visions
All are undecided
But my love remains constant
It's deep and still, one-sided.
©Confused Thoughts
This was lovely! I've written a post about a similar feeling, you can give it a read and let me know what you think about it :)
ReplyDeleteThank you so much dear
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Its of the same name :)
ReplyDeletehttps://eternalsoul25.wordpress.com/2016/10/22/unrequited-love/
Oh really ! Let me check
ReplyDeleteAwesome post.:)
ReplyDeleteThank you so much
ReplyDeleteBeautifully expressed ur feeling ur emotions.
ReplyDeleteIt was all about my imaginations !
ReplyDeleteBtw thanks for reading my old creations !
When i free i always read my blogger old posts and ur thought was amazing i impressed, how u inspired to write something like this.
ReplyDeleteYou won't believe ,No one inspires me !
ReplyDeleteWords does all , which are playing in my mind !