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जब आप जिंदगी के किसी मोड़ पर लगातार असफल हो रहे हो तो आपके पास दो रास्ते हैं-
पहला रास्ता यह है, कि आप यहीं रुक जाओ और आने वाली पीढ़ी को यहाँ रुकने के बहाने गिनाओ !
दूसरा यह है, कि आप लगातार प्रयास करते रहो और इतने आगे बढ़ जाओ और खुद किसी का प्रेरणास्रोत बन जाओ|

Monday, December 12, 2016

Dear crush

​Sometimes a question comes to my mind , I should express my feelings to my crush but I can't so today m gonna confess with all strangers (don't think I am sick lover or etc :) ) 

 

Dear crush, 

The day when I saw you first time was best day of my life , first day of my college and I was going to attend morning lecture ,I was much nurvous because I have crowd fear.i was moving out in porch that time at the corner of class room you were coming in my direction , firstly I did not pay attention but when you came next to me , I looked at you avidly .( All we know it's human nature) but we crossed each other in a moment . But a image was still swimming into my eyes , two flickering eyes and beautiful face cut is still walking around in my mind believe me I really did not notice what dress you put up , what was the color of dress because of your magical eyes I was unable to think anything . But I thought it is just dream and I went to classroom , day spent well in class because of you , it will be exaggeration :) . 

Another day I saw you at library , I had no idea that I will meet you again but it was my luck , I was searching books from this shelf to other and  a book heave into view , quickly I picked up , suddenly I paid attention to shelf , I was shocked because you were there infront of me and I was watching you from the small blank space of shelf , for a moment I thought it is my misconception but 2-3 second later I felt and said to me 









"yes it is true , oh god she will think I am staring her  or she will think I am flippant " 




but it was my doubt actually she were looking for book in that shelf and she was not able to watch me because that blank space was too small . Thank God but my heart was forcing me and telling that







"go man ! She is damn pretty go and watch her one more time , you should 
Behold

 her "




suddenly a voice came to my ears. 







"oh you bloody flippant ! Are you out of mind , why are you staring innocent girl if she is not your cup of tea "


this voice came from my mind and my legs wanted to say something , I tried to understand their voice . 









"Please run away from here I am feeling tired and I can't move there please let me leave from here " 




so I decided to move for my legs .

One day you were gossiping with your friends at college gate and i was entering  again I found you and I noticed that you were laughing much , I had not reason to stop there so I moved into college , flash back were playing in my mind , smile was increasing your beauty 100 times more , for a moment my heart told me that 









"my god please save me , I can't watch " 




, my mind was still opposing my heart and told me 









" man ! Control on your self ! If you watch her continuously , you will be get addicted so try to ignore her".




At lunch time I was walking around in canteen area with friends and you were sitting there with your male friend , honestly I felt too much jealous this Time I don't know why ?  He was cuddling you , I felt sad not only sad it was heart broken 

That time I told to my heart









" oh gosh! She already have bf ".




 







 "may be he is her best friend " 




voice came from my heart.

  I told to heart- 









 " then why he is cuddling like bf , also treating her like baby , no man you again trying to misguide me now i will never listen to your voice " 




. Heart was confused and mind spoke quickly









 "look how much stupid you are , I was refusing you every time but you were ignoring my voice and now look at you , you are hurting your self , did you really think? that she will talk to you ? Are you a star or famous figure ? Why you did think that she will be mine ? Itold that please control your emotions but you always ignore me








 







I was silent for a moment and I try to defend my self  and told to mind 

 







" I knew that but I thought positively that she is single , you please stop scolding me I am not a criminal I am a human and it's human nature , yes i admit that I attracted because of her eyes but you tell me , how many times ? I have done this mistake . Dude now why you are speechless reply to me ?_  you know very well, it was my first time otherwise I never notice any girl ,how can you say that I am not a star , yes I am not a star or famous figure of college but I can treat her like a feminist forever , sorry it is my wish only now it's impossible "




Mind was speechless , heart comes between fight and spoke to me  









"Man be positive ! At least you should try one time , how can you be sure that she is committed  , man! you can't accept your defeat easily ,    you thought so much about her then now why are you being negative " 




I replied to heart









 " I agree with you that i m not trying to propose her but you tell me if I go to her then what will I speak to her ? I never meet also m stranger then how can I be positive . You are just flattering , I know she will not accept also she can be rude with me , god knows !" 




Heart kept silent and mind was totally disturbed . I moved to classroom . . ...




Thanks for reading my story 

- Confused Thoughts 

16 comments:

  1. Thanks alot ! It means a lot if someone read our complete blog 😊

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  2. Awwwe. I know its a scary situation to be in liking someone and wanting to talk to them

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  3. Yes , I also nurvous when i try to communicate with stranger !
    But I tried to draw that situation by words ! 😊
    Thanks you

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  4. I get nervous when speaking to strangers an outsiders as well :) At least you know you aren't alone :)

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  5. You made this post so interesting by having a Dialogue between Your Heart and Your Mind. Absolutely brilliant concept.
    Today's World - Very hard to get a Guy or Girl, for who, You will be "The First". These stories start from school life. Hope it doesn't go down to Kindergarden level !!!!!!!!

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  6. Did you watch (not read) my Post on Funny Babies Memes ? You pick the Funniest Pic and I'll tell you something about your personality.

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  7. One sided be like... Have more experience & have More time to love other
    Actually its better... because here we feel every lil happiness. 👌

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  8. Right ! No expectations no tension 😂

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  9. Thank you so much! It means alot to me
    😊

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  10. My emotions were taken by the dialogue, when you saw she was with another, I felt heartbroken. It's not an easy life for a sentimentalist like myself. #sadness

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  11. Thank you so much for reading and understanding my thoughts
    🙏🙏

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